Here is Tilo Wolff, founder of
Lacrimosa, in a recent exclusive conversation.
Why did you design something
as theatrical as the Harlequin?
Because it expresses perfectly many
sides of our music, the sadness but always shows a positive
way of thinking.
The Harlequin is a costume in view
of people because he can be sad but externally shows
happiness. Yes, people's eyes tell you a lot, they are
the window of our soul. If you could see behind the
mask, you'd notice that also the harlequin is full of
emotions, but he does not show them for many reasons.
Why in the last Lacrimosa's
cd cover art do not appear the Harlequin?
He is on the board, staring at lands
never seen before and towards the unknown.
If you could redo an album,
which one would be?
Any! We have always made music because
we have the necessity of expressing us through it. When
we open our hearts, we open them widely and we let the
music go through us. Composing is an overflow of emotions
for me. All the songs have come from the deepest part
of our souls and for that reason all the albums are
a great part of what we are. We couldn't redo something
we have finished. Our music is a part of our past, in
all manners: positive and negative, and there is no
needing to change it. In each album we made the best
music we could, and we are happy with all of them.
The first albums were more
yours, with Anne Nurmi the musical atmosphere has changed.
What is the influence of Anne? Do you think she has
enriched Lacrimosa's concept?
We are doing music totally independent,
but of course, Anne has influenced in everything in
a manner that did not exist before. We complement and
inspire each other in a very special way.
Does the music help you as
spiritual redemption?
We make music for ourselves, to be
better and to understand us.
What makes you happy? Sad?
I can be happy with small things, some
warm words, the surprises of nature, etc. and also the
music makes me happy. Sadness can be felt when we are
disappointed or when the things are not as we wanted.
But some times, sadness or melancholy are really positive
things. One can be able to show all kind of feelings.
You feel better if you let the things flow and find
understanding, the source and the road, the solution
for the problem.
What is your opinion about
life and death?
I believe in God. So that, I also believe
we can save our souls in order to live forever. For
me is very important not to damage my soul and have
the possibility of eternal life after died.
What is the ghost or memory
which will never be erased until you die?
There are many, some less beautiful
to remember, but I cannot forget them yet. Others are
great, as one in Mexico, during our last tour, when
a street musician was playing our songs while we were
having lunch near there. It was an amazing feeling of
immortality.
Do you think it is valid for
a happy person singing to the sadness? (Since "Stille"
until "Elodia" this feeling is showed) (Question
made by Allacrim, Lacrimosa's former fan).
We write lyrics in all situations,
and when they get their final shape to become songs,
the emotions of the situation in which we wrote them
arise again. It is not easy for us to sing about our
feelings even when they are from the past.
Do you think Lacrimosa is more
accessible for the mass, and that now the lyrics and
music are lighter?
We have reached more listeners not
because the music or lyrics are lighter, but due to
people have more access to our work. The distribution
through the network has gotten more listeners in the
entire world. People like our music because they do
not need to understand the lyrics. A mind opened is
enough; that is what you need to fall in our music.
What is your perception of
yourself in this time? How is today's Tilo?
I try to keep me open all the time.
There is still space to develop. What I am now, is exactly
a part of what I am going to be tomorrow. So that I'll
never stop in order to learn more and to be more successful.
Source: "La mosca en la pared"
Magazine, Num. 73